Serotonin

I'm running low on serotonin

Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

Stabilize with medicine

There's no depth to these feelings

Dig deep, can't hide

From the corners of my mind

I'm terrified of what's inside

I get

Intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off

Like jumping in front of a bus

Like how do I make this stop

When it feels like my therapist hates me

Please don't let me go crazy

Put me in a field with daisies

Might not work but I'll take a maybe

Oh, been breaking daily

But only me can save me

So I'm capitulating

Crying like a fucking baby

I'm running low on serotonin

Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

Stabilize with medicine

But there's no depth to these feelings

Dig deep, can't hide

From the corners of my mind

I'm terrified of what's inside

I get

Intrusive thoughts

Like burning my hair off

Like hurting somebody I love

Like does it ever really stop?

When there's control I lose it

Incredibly impulsive

So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid

But I try to contain it

Oh, It gets so draining

It's like my heart is failing

Every night I'm contemplating

My inner voices saying, "tough"

So I try to brush it off

Yeah, try to brush it off

I'm running low on serotonin

Chemical imbalance got me twisting things

Stabilize with medicine

But there's no depth to these feelings

Dig deep, can't hide

From the corners of my mind

I'm terrified of what's inside